Numb

Feeling that have gone away are never coming back
The genius words of worthless lyrics
Nothing unfinished

Of a light and a darkness that will mix all the same
I feel nothing
I hate this state

I want a purpose
I need a purpose

I’ll turn my cheek; I’ll look the other way
I don’t need this shit anymore

I’m sick of a life
Of harmful loneliness

I wouldn’t mind it if it wasn’t so empty
How ‘bout a meaningful mind?
When the people all around me
Are rocks on the shore
I search for myself

Adrenaline keeps me going
Depression keeps me down
Fill the void, entertain me
Spill my thought with ink